Reading Passage: John 15
There’s nothing quite like a flu takeover or an unexpected surgery recovery to cause all of life to come to a complete halt.
Why is it that the mandatory slow-down always comes at the busiest of times?
Need to finish a big project? Sorry – all six of your family members are down with the flu and require all of your attention. It will have to wait.
House trashed and needs eight hours of baseboard to ceiling cleaning? Looks like it’ll have to be put on hold – unexpected company is knocking on the door and sitting around the table with guests takes priority.
We ask God questions like, “Why the set back? I’ve got so many good things in progress.”
God has allowed my life to come to a complete standstill many times. The result is always for my good and His glory, but why is rest such a struggle?
This past summer I found myself laying flat in bed for a total of 12 weeks of recovery after two in a row back surgeries. The surgeon did an amazing job and I was well on my way to recovery.
I rested.
I stopped,
I received help.
And countless meals were brought to our family. Everything was put on hold and I needed assistance with life in general.
I had to be still and nothing could have stopped me except bedrest. I had lots of things to complete. Writing deadlines, helping at our church, homeschool, and staying in the game with our five kids.
Right at the six week post surgery mark… I tripped (over a garden hose and yes, you can cry with me). I immediately knew that my back was not okay. I went from healing to severe pain…. AGAIN.
I began to pray, “Jesus I can’t go through this pain, this laying flat, this healing. I DON’T WANT TO!”
The Holy Spirit was quick to offer comfort with the truth of God’s Word, reminding me that rest may be difficult, but Jesus can do more in my heart while I’m laying flat, than while I am running around like a crazy lady. In fact, Jesus said in best in the upper room: