As we understand the life of Paul, we will get an honest glimpse into what he had experienced throughout his journey of having little and also having plenty. Though his circumstances changed and consistency in meeting basic needs wavered, the contentment he chose could remain steady.
I too had watched God provide for our family and yet there had been times where we were waiting on the edge of our seats to see how on earth we would fund an adoption, pay a bill, and even have a roof over our heads.
During that birthday flight, I made a choice to embrace my own circumstances with confidence in who God was, not in how things might play out in our new location.
My pitty party turned to praise.
Whether I live near my people or far away.
Whether I am known or unknown in a new land.
Whether I am alone or surrounded.
Whether I had to rely on others to care for my family.
I mean… could I really experience contentment in the midst of sadness or as I was grieving my sister not being my neighbor? In the abandoning people and routines and a community that I loved?
It was hard – you ladies get it.
Even though I trusted God for our life, and breath, and provision, and EVERYTHING… I still wondered if I had what it took to start over.
Paul continues on in our passage to declare that his strength is provided by Christ alone! This is the strength that I want to live out.
“I am able to do all things through him who strengthens me,” Philippians 4:13 (CSB).
In a world that is constantly bombarding us with images of other people’s lives that seem better, richer, smarter and more perfect, we can’t help but be drawn toward a life of discontentment. We build a fabricated idea that we need to do more, be more and it can leave us tired, hopeless and lacking joy. But what if we could find our identity in Christ instead. What if we didn’t care what other people thought, but instead only cared for only one opinion. The only One’s opinion we should care about. How would that change the way we live? How could we apply what we’ve learned today?